I hold it together for everyone else. somehow I had to pick up the tough mantle for the family. i try my very best to listen and process and use whatever strength I have to keep us all going and moving forward. yet I'm selfish by nature and my goal is to atone for those habits.
I do know there is a lot of beautiful in the world. this is the one life we have and we have to make the best of it. maybe I've made a lot of mistakes, but I can still benefit this world somehow and I'm going to stumble my way through until I do so. feeling sad for myself doesn't help shit.
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