so i got covid. okay now mostly! just so tired all of the time. it's hard enough just to try and work on life and actual writing projects, let alone continue to leave myself notes here, but i said i would, so i will try. things have been a little tough lately, yet i get little bursts of energy where i feel like my old self and try and open up as much as i can before the walls go back up. i am trying. i will keep trying. i am still in here.