man, i keep having this strange feeling--my great grandma mawmaw bea always said this stuff happened; just accept it as a cajun woman haha--but i just have this feeling i can't shake that someone i love is about to make a bad decision that will somehow inevitably affect me too. i have been listening very carefully to those close to me, but it's nothing obvious. probably just me feeling a bit off.
still unsettling, though. and i'm all for people making their own mistakes; it's how i learn best. i just keep feeling called to say or do something to stop something from happening, yet i can't even figure out what it is. it feels vaguely like this recurring dream i have where i accept that i fucked something up this life, but maybe i can get it right again next time.
lots of "buts."
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